This blog is beginning to function like my journal. The only time I ever seem to write in my journal is when i feel down, or something important in my life is taking place.

My days have been consumed more and more with disheartening emotions. Many things run through my mind. Today was a crazy day. Work was somewhat slow, allowing time for "extra" thinking, which is not always a good thing. As i sit here writing, I'm listening to the sound of thunder, and the rain lightly hitting the leaves on the trees. It's unusually dark outside. Our home is quiet tonight. Nick is out with a friend golfing, so it's just me and the pups.

I feel sad today. Not quite sure why. I could peg the blame for these emotions on many things in my life, but nothing was different today than a few days ago, and i felt fine then. Emotions... difficult to figure out at times, and rather deceiving.

Well.... In all circumstances I will choose not to focus on negativity, and will instead seek to make the remainder of my day productive.